lately i have been dreaming weird dreams and not sleeping peacefully. i am dating a really sweet guy who worries about me as much as i worry of him. i love him so much but i can tell his mom doesnt like me. i care and love him more than anything in the world.. if i have to let him go i am prepared to do so if i have to

my ex

i love my friend hero, but i love my ex too. i love all my friends the same way.. i have confessed my love for hero yesterday, and he said he loved me too.. i have a hard time deciding who i want to love..

every day some one goes through a tough time, with family, friends, lovers and people they fight with.. i cant see why people cant get along just for a day..

my friend has recently told me that he needs help.. he as a serious addiction to sleeping with others.. he is having a hard time dealing with it because he told me that he cant stop.. i have an addiction to love.. the more love i get the more i want.. everyone has an addiction to something.. and you may have a hard time dealing with it.

i have a love for many people but i cant stay true to hearts i can never love.. i have a hard time choosing who i love and dont love..  my ex teddy is trying to say that im his.. true i still love him but in a different nature.. i love my boyfriend now.. i will never change my mind.. my boyfriend now is the one for me, no doubt about that.. we promised each other that we will be together forever.. i love him so much.. he waited for me and i waited for him too.. i believe that nothing can tear us apart.. my bf told me that im his drug and i guess i will always be.. i need him more than he thinks the only reason that im hanging on a thread because of my love for him.. i suffer from depression and it gets worse every time my heart breaks.. im still trying to find the one.. if my heart breaks some more times i will lose the will to live.. thats the hard times i go through

everyday some one has a hard time. most believe the world is perfect.. because they believe their life is perfect.. but every one losses something every now and then.. i lose love and friends most days.. i wish that didnt happen.. i care for all my friends equally but they don't seem to believe that..

valentines day is a hard day for many because they have no one to spend it with..  it hurts some because some break up on valentines day.. but for others they hook up on valentines days.. any day for me is a hard day because i am torn between friends and guys i like.. on is pressuring me to be with him and the other loves me unconditionally.. i love them both.. and its hard to choose between.. i love them both and i dont want to hurt either of them... i need help and i love to many.. i hate the path im walking down.. im going to change... wish me luck