not everyone seems to have a hard time but truly everyone does. its hard sometimes for someone to admit that they are having a hard time. it hurts some, and kills others

so many people go through hard times each day. i go through several every hour. it all started when my first real friend died. then everything fell apart. i'm in and out of relationships and i still love one that used me. those are just some of the hard ships i go through.. i will never learn.. i have loved to many and been hurt to many times. i feel nothing anymore and i hurt and ache everywhere.